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| nightmares. horror.
i do not know what's gonna happen. i made a promise. i am sticking to it. you know me. i can be quite stubborn.
oh & haircuts galore. oh bother.
i can still remember the good ol' times. i wish they did not happen like this. my worst fear has actually came true. but the truth remains in existance. and that's all there is. there isn't anymore. |
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| im in a really good mood, and i do not know why. fweeeeeeeeee.
lets make tonight the night. im so happeeeeeeee. |
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| wake up. smell the coffee. smells good doesnt it?
hah. who're you kidding? you can't even walk straight.
thoughts. actions. truth. your just part of the other world. the one your studying.
i promise you. hang in there. and by the end of the week, things will be great.
how do i know. you silly goose. i am your mind.
i know everything. - dearest fye. its been a while hasnt it? i mean, since ive last thought of you. i think its been a week or two. but hey. no big deal. ive been away far longer with others. i acknowledge it, yes. theres no doubt about it. and heres the truth. i dont like being that person. that person is.. nice. i like being on edge. a person of different personalities only i can control it. you know? it can be fun a lot of the times. but then you hurt someone. and that person may perhaps be someone you love. so i dont know. its hard to think about it. i mean. youre this nerd. and im this.. college student. youre still in high school, and i swear you better have sent your college apps already. but thats not the point. i dont want you making the same mistakes i did, and believe me it all started with those i befriended. but hey. crap happens. things do get better by some point. and i think i finally made that point. its easy, dont you think? just delete delete delete. hah. that sparked another idea into my head. but it being reality, i dont know. truth is only a word. its a word, i once thought honestly of. but ive been told i cannot handle that. but thats not the point. i thought i was surrounded by my loved ones. that was only what i perceived to be true, and not exactly it being the truth in the long run. so to where im going with this. i want you to be careful. i know it isnt right of me to base your life on my own experiences, but i just dont want you to get hurt. just. trust me? please. thanks fye. i love you. <3
oh. and dont worry about me. im going on a little trip. i need it. hah. no matter what they say. but i made this promise long ago, and with or without them, im gonna make it happen. so wish me good luck. im shure ill have a blast. haha. tell the others i said bye. and make shure you tell jason. -that you know anyway. he'll know what youre talking about. hah. farewell. tod.
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| cellphone stolen. ipod stolen.
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